There are moments I know exactly what I'm doing, and moments where I have no fucking clue. But the one thing I've learned during this crazy ride of a year or so, is to follow what you feel in your gut. Logically, it may make no sense to me, but if I ignore that voice deep inside myself, I get myself into a world of hurt.

It's just amazing to me that, despite my lack of knowledge logically, there is some force within me, driving me to do what is right for me. Some call it God, some call it intuition...I don't know what to call it. And I guess I don't need to know, as long as I keep listening.