Another good day

It is raining all day, but not just little sprinkles. The sky is bruised and swollen and beautiful.

I talked to Sallie Mae and now I only owe them one child per year instead of ten, so that's good. It's a huge relief to know my payments will be manageable in the upcoming months. Until, of course, I go back! But hopefully having my PhD will get me a job that will let me actually pay what they want. But that is in the future and I can't do anything about it right now.

I am just in a good mood. Things are looking up. Things are just good.

The sky is a beautiful, strange yellow color, making everything dark and light at the same time.

I love that.

Again with the long time without writing....

I love my job. I love all my co-workers. Of course it is stressful, and I have some clients that test me every day, but I love it. And I love that I can go to any of them for help at any time. And hanging out with them on weekends also helps.

Then there is the silence and serenity down here. That is very nice. Parking at my front door at 3 am. Yes. That is good.

And then there is D. He makes me smile. And that is always good.

So yeah...it's been awhile, but that time has been filled with good things. Of course, there is the sadness of missing people. But I feel like I am becoming who I really need to be, who I want to be.

And that is good.

Wow.

It's been a VERY long time since I've written here. There is so much that has happened in the last few months. Too much to go into much detail here, but it's very good.

Very, very good.

;)